Apologist

"Neither hate nor grudge,
between the lips of apologists."

I sometime hate being me, of not able to control things that are not supposed to happen. I hate this careless hand, for making others sink in the lake of sins. After all, I am just a kid happens to not knowing the future, for what ever I did in the past, just the way to figure up, trial by error, my future to come. For every wrong I did, for every broken heart I broke, do forgive me, if happen to be otherwise, so do I.

New

I came across a blog, really great one, as great as what I aspect to, and its inspirational, yet the rationality is still touching the ground, especially for me, who still searching for something practically new to be brought forward to my undecided future but foretold to be as great as what I attempt to be now. This is what I found and would love to share it with whoever considering the new idea, new perspective of thinking, rather than clinging to the old one.


"The search for the new cannot be an ordinary search, because it is for the new — how can you search for it? You don't know it, you have never met it. The search for the new is going to be just an open exploration. One knows not. One has to start in a state of not knowing, and one has to move innocently like a child, thrilled with the possibilities — and infinite are the possibilities."

Courage: The Joy of Living Dangerously by Osho

Personafication

One with the most modifications,
is the one with the most flaws.
Like an impersonate character.
Like most people.
Like you.

I've been somewhile around, I see, everything is about make up.